yea, i know i'vent posted the story yet.. but, that doesnt mean i'vent got an an unfinished story to my credit!!

this is just the typical "me".. i'm emotionally and intellectually aroused and worked up, till i implement a very new idea(like an egg that hasnt even hatched completely and taken a form yet- "chicken, pigeon or a sparrow").. it becomes the focus of my being, and i give it constant and continued attention, like a potter who wouldnt take his(ok../her) hands off the wet clay till he (again.. she) can give it a shape thats been lingering on in his (!!!! her) mind..

and just when i know, i've come close to (.. half-way) what i've so badly and desperately wanted to do, i stop!! 'S' 'T' 'O' 'P' !!!! the drive that pushed me to a level, where i could forgo sleep for nights and talking to friends, without complaining once, is gone..

but, i think its because the thing that drove me to a point where i couldnt but start it isnt "the" thing.. because, my passion is elsewhere.. because i'm still dreaming about doing that thing(which i'm nowhere close to), my heart, soul and mind have always been dreaming about..